it's 1.30AM now. suppose to slp, but then lucky tml FOO cancel so sch start late at 1.30PM. so can slp later a bit nvm. it's the 4th already and you're leaving on the 14th. i'm listening to emo song to make myself emo and write this emo post. another 10 more days u're leaving sg and going back to us. u have been back for about 1+mth already, time really files.

last yr, tt time u left, i was like thinking, aiya, play play only la. when u go back also wont contact. u are going back for 10mths then u come back to sg. siao, think i will stay contact with u meh. i must be crazy man to wait for u for 10 mths. in the end, i'm crazy enough to skype wit u for 10 mths till u come back. when u come back, i think, aiya, only about 2mths then we're over le. now, left only 10 more days and i'm madly in love wit u although u suck and i seriously dont wan u to go..

i know you got a choice to stay here or go back to us. i wan u to stay but, we're in love now. but wat happen if later on we're not. i dont wan u later to regret to stay here partially of me. although u hate life in us, but i see u seems fine over there, just tt lesser fren. but u are halfway thru ur collage. now year 1 going to yr 2? after tt uni for u. lik tt studies and blah would be about 5yrs? i wan our relationship to lasts, but long-dist relationship is hard u know. me? gonna study in shatec for 3 freaking yrs, after tt uni too. how possible can we last.. we're both still student. still need time to mature.

first meet was 1yr ago at phuture, me acc yw and u acc matt to phuture. we are two by two. then yw and matt dance, i dunno u but got no ppl to dance wit, so whatever. since we're fren of someone. matt sae, eh i got a cute fren, then he point u. first impression of u is, eee, where got cute, nose so big. i told chua yw. then after phuture, went to some place and ate chicken rice and then home. from wat i heard from yw tt time is matt try to pull string for me and you. i was like, eee, why? i dont wanna lik u. but got a little of those flirt flirt kind of feeling so i tot play play lor. a few times of outting wit yw, matt and u. after tt ian join in. so we will always hang out.

the day before u left, we went to phuture and ton thru out the night, went for supper at some place i dunno, the mac at the centerpoint. after tt, took train and sent u to airport, tt time my feelung for u were unsure. so i tot i was just another stupid crush tt i had. but after u left, i cried lik hell, miss u badly. so i think i lik u. then was skype skype and skype. for a moment was lik cut out from the world, cos tt time both yw and yy got bf. i dont have any. and their time was always wit the bf. we seldom meet. and tt time was work work and work. lucky got u tt time, u talked to me, during my o lvl period, a few of my fren promise to teach me and help me out wit my studies. but none of them kept their promise. and u are the one who help me thru my studies tt time. i'm very grateful although the result come out still sucks la.

and when u come back, i was very excited to meet u. but somehow u look diff or sth. or mayb u are too tall from wat i expected, but nvm. beginning when u come back is drink, slack and stayover. these kind of stuff do two to three times can le. and i dont lik spending money on drinks, cab. and tt time u nvr send me home. then we go out till very late. u dont send me home. and i hate going home alone so late and partially cause i'm lazy. and u bring me go drink and blah, u nvr pay for my drinks! so not gentlemen. when we go out, u also nvr offer to pay for my stuff. always i paid. i know bf are not atm, but if u paid for my meals or sth, i'm happy and i appreciate wat u do. a few times we quarrel, also because of money. then nvm, i pay thing for myself. now u come back, i stop working. partially because of sch. sch occupied me from mon-fri almost the whole day. and sat would be a day out wit u, sun finally a rest day for me. i used to this kind of life already. nvm, let's not talk about money, hurt feelings.

i can sae the way u treat me really sucks and it dissapointed a lot of times. u sae u wan to balance both fren and gf. but i dont see the way, really. there's this time u are quite broke or sth and keep complaining the bus and train fare ex. after sch ask to meet or sth. u will sae left dunno how much, dont wan travel whatever shit. then at night, the nxt thing i know, u will tell me i going to find matt. so find matt, the transport will be foc la. find me then very ex la. nvm.. i dont really bother about u tt time. cos i think u seriously suck. TT TIME LA. i dont even know why i tgt wit u. at first was just, aiya tahan till u go back la. give u face. but after the yw scold u and guy woo-ing me and a few times of me complaining how sucky u treat me, i can see tt time u treat me a lot better and i'm very happy. which make me love u even more.

and these few days, the ben-is-going-back-soon personal alarm keep ringing in my brain. after u go back, wat am i going to do. who i can hug, kiss and love. i really dunno wat to do after u left. it's lik a break up u know. after the break up wit wj last yr, i was heart broken. and now, heart broken after u left. i was planing mayb work and work? but i'll be no life. then when u go back to us, are we gonna be fren or wat. if u can fly here and there often lik liane tt would be good.. but u only come back once every yr. or might not be coming back nxt yr? wat to do without u.


this is wat i wore when i first meet u.

i took this during our first conference tgt wit matt and yw.

this is how ugly u look last time. now.. not any better la. lol.

and how stupid u look.

my favourite ice cream. and then i realise ur name is in too!

after steamboat.

at queens

u likes to play at cards.


the photo taken the day u left.

we happily laughing over this.

after tt. bye bye till now..

just feel lik emo-ing and this is kinda for u. hahah. it;s late. need to slp le. gdnite.

it's 1.30AM now. suppose to slp, but then lucky tml FOO cancel so sch start late at 1.30PM. so can slp later a bit nvm. it's the 4th already and you're leaving on the 14th. i'm listening to emo song to make myself emo and write this emo post. another 10 more days u're leaving sg and going back to us. u have been back for about 1+mth already, time really files.

last yr, tt time u left, i was like thinking, aiya, play play only la. when u go back also wont contact. u are going back for 10mths then u come back to sg. siao, think i will stay contact with u meh. i must be crazy man to wait for u for 10 mths. in the end, i'm crazy enough to skype wit u for 10 mths till u come back. when u come back, i think, aiya, only about 2mths then we're over le. now, left only 10 more days and i'm madly in love wit u although u suck and i seriously dont wan u to go..

i know you got a choice to stay here or go back to us. i wan u to stay but, we're in love now. but wat happen if later on we're not. i dont wan u later to regret to stay here partially of me. although u hate life in us, but i see u seems fine over there, just tt lesser fren. but u are halfway thru ur collage. now year 1 going to yr 2? after tt uni for u. lik tt studies and blah would be about 5yrs? i wan our relationship to lasts, but long-dist relationship is hard u know. me? gonna study in shatec for 3 freaking yrs, after tt uni too. how possible can we last.. we're both still student. still need time to mature.

first meet was 1yr ago at phuture, me acc yw and u acc matt to phuture. we are two by two. then yw and matt dance, i dunno u but got no ppl to dance wit, so whatever. since we're fren of someone. matt sae, eh i got a cute fren, then he point u. first impression of u is, eee, where got cute, nose so big. i told chua yw. then after phuture, went to some place and ate chicken rice and then home. from wat i heard from yw tt time is matt try to pull string for me and you. i was like, eee, why? i dont wanna lik u. but got a little of those flirt flirt kind of feeling so i tot play play lor. a few times of outting wit yw, matt and u. after tt ian join in. so we will always hang out.

the day before u left, we went to phuture and ton thru out the night, went for supper at some place i dunno, the mac at the centerpoint. after tt, took train and sent u to airport, tt time my feelung for u were unsure. so i tot i was just another stupid crush tt i had. but after u left, i cried lik hell, miss u badly. so i think i lik u. then was skype skype and skype. for a moment was lik cut out from the world, cos tt time both yw and yy got bf. i dont have any. and their time was always wit the bf. we seldom meet. and tt time was work work and work. lucky got u tt time, u talked to me, during my o lvl period, a few of my fren promise to teach me and help me out wit my studies. but none of them kept their promise. and u are the one who help me thru my studies tt time. i'm very grateful although the result come out still sucks la.

and when u come back, i was very excited to meet u. but somehow u look diff or sth. or mayb u are too tall from wat i expected, but nvm. beginning when u come back is drink, slack and stayover. these kind of stuff do two to three times can le. and i dont lik spending money on drinks, cab. and tt time u nvr send me home. then we go out till very late. u dont send me home. and i hate going home alone so late and partially cause i'm lazy. and u bring me go drink and blah, u nvr pay for my drinks! so not gentlemen. when we go out, u also nvr offer to pay for my stuff. always i paid. i know bf are not atm, but if u paid for my meals or sth, i'm happy and i appreciate wat u do. a few times we quarrel, also because of money. then nvm, i pay thing for myself. now u come back, i stop working. partially because of sch. sch occupied me from mon-fri almost the whole day. and sat would be a day out wit u, sun finally a rest day for me. i used to this kind of life already. nvm, let's not talk about money, hurt feelings.

i can sae the way u treat me really sucks and it dissapointed a lot of times. u sae u wan to balance both fren and gf. but i dont see the way, really. there's this time u are quite broke or sth and keep complaining the bus and train fare ex. after sch ask to meet or sth. u will sae left dunno how much, dont wan travel whatever shit. then at night, the nxt thing i know, u will tell me i going to find matt. so find matt, the transport will be foc la. find me then very ex la. nvm.. i dont really bother about u tt time. cos i think u seriously suck. TT TIME LA. i dont even know why i tgt wit u. at first was just, aiya tahan till u go back la. give u face. but after the yw scold u and guy woo-ing me and a few times of me complaining how sucky u treat me, i can see tt time u treat me a lot better and i'm very happy. which make me love u even more.

and these few days, the ben-is-going-back-soon personal alarm keep ringing in my brain. after u go back, wat am i going to do. who i can hug, kiss and love. i really dunno wat to do after u left. it's lik a break up u know. after the break up wit wj last yr, i was heart broken. and now, heart broken after u left. i was planing mayb work and work? but i'll be no life. then when u go back to us, are we gonna be fren or wat. if u can fly here and there often lik liane tt would be good.. but u only come back once every yr. or might not be coming back nxt yr? wat to do without u.


this is wat i wore when i first meet u.

i took this during our first conference tgt wit matt and yw.

this is how ugly u look last time. now.. not any better la. lol.

and how stupid u look.

my favourite ice cream. and then i realise ur name is in too!

after steamboat.

at queens

u likes to play at cards.


the photo taken the day u left.

we happily laughing over this.

after tt. bye bye till now..

just feel lik emo-ing and this is kinda for u. hahah. it;s late. need to slp le. gdnite.

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